I'm Back

So it's been awhile.  We have gotten to Jacksonville and are getting settled in our house (pictures to follow).  So we are found a new RE doctor here.
   I'm really excitied.  My first appointment is next Monday.  I got to meet him this weekend.  At a infertiity  seminar

 Last week was National Infertility Awareness Week and in Jacksonville they had a Fertility Awareness Seminar.  They were raffling off three free IVF treatment.  Unforchently I didn't win any of the IVF treatments but I did win a gift certificate to a very nice resturant.  The seminar was very informational.  We learned a lot!!  I also learned about a group called RESOLVE.  They are The National Infertility Association.  Their website has tons of useful information about support and anything you could possibly need.  

(from the RESOLVE website)




So check them out.  They offer some great services.


Also Meg over at In This Wonderful Life is having another give away here.  I've never had the chance to try any of the Scentsy products but I LOVE to try this flavor



or this flavor

(both pictures from the Scentsy website)


So go over there and check out the giveaway.


I will be trying to posting on a more regular basis from now on.  

going in a different direction.

Well I went to the Crossfit gym the other day, and I've decided to not go there.  The price to go to the one here was $150, for the month, to go only 3 times a week.  So I'm going to just stick with the base gym and I've started Weight Watchers.  I'm going to track that on here too.  

I didn't go to the gym yesterday or today because I've been sick.  I had to go to Urgent Care.  That was a nightmare.  I put one of those masks on just so I wasn't breathing in everybodies germs.  YUCK!!  I hate when the clinic on base is booked.  

Day one of the "new me" complete.

So the gym was great today.  I left having a great attitude and with lots of energy, but I crashed out around 2:30 today.  I passed out and slept for two hours.  Tomorrow I plan to take two classes.  I have Turbo Kickboxing at 9:30 and right after that is Tai Chi.  I'm stoked to try Tai Chi.  I also playing with the idea of trying a Crossfit gym.  The only problem with them is that they cost SO much.  They the first session for free so we'll see.  I know OJ did some Crossfit while he was doing NROTC at Ole Miss, so maybe that's something we can do together.  Who knows.  He'll probably laugh and tell that I won't be able to do it.  Well all I know is that I really want to stick with this.  I hope I'm not too sore tomorrow.

Here's to a new beginning!!!!

I've decided to make a new start.  We PCS (permanent change of station) in about 6 weeks, and that's just not going to give me enough time to get any kind of treatment, so I'm just going to work on getting healthy.   Tomorrow is going to be the last, first day of the rest of my life.  I really want to get healthy so that I can get pregnant and have a healthy pregnancy.  I'm really want to make a life style change.  I want to also make this my weight loss journal as well as journey to getting pregnant.  It's also my hope for me to talk about our lives and military things too.

So here's to a new beginning!!!!!

Waiting Again....

I still waiting.  I have not heard from Tri-care about referral.  I don't know if I should even bother or keep trying.  I feel like giving up.  I was suppose to have an appointment on Jan. 22 but they just called me today to let me know that that doctor will not longer be coming to that office.  That's  GREAT!!!!  It's pretty freaking awesome.  I sat on the phone for over 45 minutes today and then came to the conclusion they were closed.  Not a good day for me.  It makes me so mad when people say " Don't worry it will happen".  Stop saying that because I am worried and you don't know if it will happen.  I feel like people are belittling what is going on.  I am done bitching now.  Have a great night!!!

Still sad

I'm still feeling really sad.  I've been sad all day.  The new OBGYN can't get me in until Jan 21.  I find this kind of crazy.  Is it going to be a two month wait every time I try to get in there?  This makes me very sad because I can't go through another cycle in this much pain.  There has to be somethng they can do.  I hope the new RE doesn't have a waiting list that long.  Who knows....   I just feel yucky and sad today.

sad, sad, sad.....

I really sad today.  I had a good doctor's appt today.  I got a referral for a new RE and OBGYN.  I also got my referral for my feet and back renewed so I can go this time.  When I was at the doctor's appt today I got a pregnancy test and a BIG FAT NO!!!!!  The real reason I sad is because another TWO friends of mine posted that they we're "expecting" today.  That's the forth or fifth this month. AWESOME!!!!  Why am I so bitter?  Why can't I just be happy for my friends?  I try really hard.   I think about all the things that I am thankful for having, and try not to be ungrateful.

I want to say Happy 1st Birthday to Andrew Edward Mitchell.  This is my friend Lindsey's son over at Drew Needs Rest.  We really wish you could be here to celebrate with your sweet mom.

I also wanted to say Happy 2nd Birthday to my nephew Aiden.

Oh one last thing.  Meg at In this wonderful life is hosting a wonderful giveaway.  She is giving away a $25 gift cert from The Delta Girl.  These frames are so beautiful, y'all.  I really hope I win one.  I really love these Christmas prints and the red one with the white polka dots.