Still sad

I'm still feeling really sad.  I've been sad all day.  The new OBGYN can't get me in until Jan 21.  I find this kind of crazy.  Is it going to be a two month wait every time I try to get in there?  This makes me very sad because I can't go through another cycle in this much pain.  There has to be somethng they can do.  I hope the new RE doesn't have a waiting list that long.  Who knows....   I just feel yucky and sad today.

sad, sad, sad.....

I really sad today.  I had a good doctor's appt today.  I got a referral for a new RE and OBGYN.  I also got my referral for my feet and back renewed so I can go this time.  When I was at the doctor's appt today I got a pregnancy test and a BIG FAT NO!!!!!  The real reason I sad is because another TWO friends of mine posted that they we're "expecting" today.  That's the forth or fifth this month. AWESOME!!!!  Why am I so bitter?  Why can't I just be happy for my friends?  I try really hard.   I think about all the things that I am thankful for having, and try not to be ungrateful.

I want to say Happy 1st Birthday to Andrew Edward Mitchell.  This is my friend Lindsey's son over at Drew Needs Rest.  We really wish you could be here to celebrate with your sweet mom.

I also wanted to say Happy 2nd Birthday to my nephew Aiden.

Oh one last thing.  Meg at In this wonderful life is hosting a wonderful giveaway.  She is giving away a $25 gift cert from The Delta Girl.  These frames are so beautiful, y'all.  I really hope I win one.  I really love these Christmas prints and the red one with the white polka dots.

New Doctor

Well I have another doctor's appt tomorrow.  It's to get a new referral for a new (and hopeful better doctor.) I'm sure it will go well.  I'm pretty sure the second round of Clomid did NOT work, but I won't know for a few more days.  I'm trying not to be such a downer but it gets harder every month.  It doesn't help when everybody around me is getting pregnant.  I get sick to my stomach every time I hear "I'm pregnant" or " We're expecting!!!!!!"  You got to love all the exclamation points behind it to.  Yuck listen to me.

I fully intend to put pictures on here but my camera lens is broken.  I'm also really new this blogging thing so I haven't really figured it all out yet.  I want this blog to be more then just a journey to get pregnant.  Once I get a new lens for my camera I can add things to it.  I want to add some of the crafts and thing that I work on too.

I hope everybody had a great Thanksgiving!